Life We Chose

This week has been interesting...

One of the bands that I really have enjoying lately just put out a new album this week. As I sat at my desk the other day listening to their new EP... The lyrics struck a chord in me. My mind became filled with questions about my life.

I am not the worrying type... I am a more of a "go with the flow" type of person. On Tuesday, I wasn't that person. I think I had a panic attack. I started breathing very quickly. I text one of my best friends and he proceeded to ask me if I was having a, what am I doing with my life moment.... I was.

I have been fortunate and I have been successful at the things that I have done. I have been employed ever since I got out of college. I make a decent living... But the truth is I never thought I would be doing this. This was never my dream. Was it an opportunity? Yes, and I am thankful for it.

But while sitting at my desk and listening to these songs I realized I want more than this. I need time to pray and thing about what this means and where this puts me.... but I need to figure out what is going on inside of me.

I pray His guidance will be with me.

I know He is there for me.


The album was, Life We Chose by Jared & The Mill